I grew up very overprotected by my parents, living a sheltered life until I graduated high school and soon after left for college. My mother was the cliché working mother and I was the latchkey kid. Much of my time was spent by myself, so I developed a very vivid and active imagination. Perhaps this was the beginning of the creativity I would need in my later years? I had the usual boy band posters on the wall, so somewhere in there was a sexual being just lying in wait. I had no childhood makeout sessions to experiment with, and only one kiss at my sweet sixteen birthday party. College brought quite the awakening, launching me into sexual encounters I was absolutely not prepared for at all.
I clumsily worked my way through boys awkwardly groping me, but it took decades to be anywhere near comfortable with my sexual self. Really, up until five years ago, I lived the cliché conservative life — working as an accountant, enjoying being a housewife, yoga classes, going to church and baking cookies for PTA events, etc.
Sometimes, I’ll start to film a clip and come up with other clips that would work in the same location (or with the same outfit or prop), and end up with several clips for the future.
My home life is wonderful and comfortable, and I’m incredibly fortunate to live the full life I do. I traveled often throughout my life, experiencing and learning about different cultures of the world – another reason I love being in the adult industry. I get to interact with and show myself to so many different people from all over the world. Each one is so special, with their own fetish needs and desires, and I just love to take ideas and suggestions and turn them into something someone somewhere will enjoy.
As I entered my 40s, I felt the stirring of something inside me needing to be expressed. By all accounts, I’m more than happy and feel fulfilled on all levels. Emotionally, I’ve worked through some character trait issues that prevented me from being completely content. Physically, I’m in the best shape of my life and healthier than most women my age. I work very hard to stay in shape, and it’s one of the reasons I like to show my body. I’m damn proud of the work and commitment living a clean and healthy life takes. But here’s the thing … I’d been a good girl for far too long! I knew nothing of the sex industry, other than seeing a snippet of a porn movie with a boyfriend in my youth.
I was sincerely needing and ready to expand my horizons, and add some spice to my life. I needed more of a balance between housework and fun. Between work and taking care of everyone, I wondered, what about me? Perusing all media, I’d seen ads for cam models, kept coming back to it and researching it, and after much deliberation finally went through the registration process. Still, I sat on that approved account for months before finally getting the courage to try it when family was out of town for a week.
Wow! I not only discovered that I had an inner goddess, but that she loves embracing her eroticism, being a tease and indulging in her naughty desires. And I love even more the thrilling erotic challenge of getting inside minds and bringing people’s fantasies to life! And I was good at it! Really good at it! Who knew?! So, that is when my cam model career began, and I continued to build up a substantial base of clients. From there, I branched out to phone sex and sexting, which I also enjoy very much.
These wonderful and intriguing clients from all different avenues of interaction — and all walks of life from all over the globe — regularly requested the filming of clips, which I also knew nothing about and didn’t think I’d be very good at. But I finally took the plunge and just tried it. It was a daunting and overwhelming process at first, but thank goodness I found Clips4Sale! They made it so easy, they are forever supportive with any question or issue I’ve ever had – big and small – and I feel so at home here. I’m so happy I took the risk, because filming clips using the ideas and suggestions of clients has broadened my experience as I navigate the many different categories of the fetish world.
I genuinely enjoy the process of planning out my filming list and weaving the desires of clients into a clip. I make my lists on index cards for the week, by request date. I do try my best to work each request into a clip as well as I can. I do not do custom clips, but always take a suggestion or idea and weave it into a clip I’m comfortable doing. All clips take place in and around my home, and I use all rooms. Some days I’m really not feeling it, so I don’t film if I can’t give it my all. Sometimes, I’ll start to film a clip and come up with other clips that would work in the same location (or with the same outfit or prop), and end up with several clips for the future. If I’m going to travel, I always upload the week’s clips so my store isn’t “left hanging.” I’ve found that posting three clips per week works best for me. That way, I’m not feeling pressured to add clips just for the sake of adding clips, and post ones that have either been requested – or I just wanted to film.
By the way, other than making sure the sound and lighting is okay, I cannot stand to watch myself! If I did watch, I’d edit each one to the point of never producing even one clip. I do go in a few seconds to make sure I didn’t forget to turn the sound on or it’s not completely horrible, but I believe that those who watch my clips prefer the real me. Sometimes looking horrid without makeup, being clumsy or awkward if I’m just trying something out that they request and I’m not entirely sure how it will turn out, and basically just showing my human self.
To be completely honest, if someone told me 10 years ago that I’d earn the nickname The Nutcracker in one of my film categories, and Clips4Sale would create two categories that I requested arising from my numerous client requests, I would have thought they're delirious. But here I am, enjoying a life I never even knew existed. And I’m so very appreciative and grateful to everyone who has supported and encouraged me. I will be filming clips until my last breath — maybe that will be the final clip!
MrsRobinsonTX is a content creator who can be found on Clips4Sale.com/98487 and @MrsRobinsonTX on Twitter.
