I love to have people look at me, pay me compliments and tell me how great I look every day.
I believe a woman must be many things and being sexual and sensual is important.
A woman’s body and mind are beautiful things and they should be celebrated, not hidden away in shame or fear of what other people might say.
I went to community college and got my degree in psychology. I wanted to be a sex therapist because this subject area is not yet explored as it should be.
I believe a woman must always stand on her own, be independent and powerful, and fight for herself, because Lord knows nobody will help us to become the best version of ourselves if we don’t put in the work.
I have a daughter and most might say that she’s the reason why I’m doing this, out of desperation, but it couldn’t be further from the truth. Of course, I want to give my daughter the best things in life and see her growing up to be so beautiful, so innocent, so sincere. I want to work so hard that my girl will never have to face desperation, fear of missing out or lack of something. No man will ever mess with her.
I want to tell her what her mom does when she grows up, so that she knows there’s nothing wrong with being sexual and getting money for being admired. I think we don’t teach young kids these days all about sex. That’s how a lot of us get to have kids at an early age, myself included. But, hey, we are the choices we make and everything we do gets us closer to where we are.
I don’t regret anything … maybe not having the time to be with my baby girl all day. I wish I had enough money now so that I didn’t have to work anymore to support her and just enjoy her growing up. But that’s another story and I know a lot of women are in my shoes too.
I have a history in sales and marketing. I’ve done that 9-to-5 job and it left me empty. It paid the bills, sure … but it didn’t take care of my soul. As I told you, I’ve always been a sexual and sensual being. I see nothing wrong with reaching out to people from around the world, talking to them, being admired and having to dress up sexy for work. That’s a dream job right there.
My day starts early ... I don’t even know how to explain it. I go to Studio 20 at 3 p.m., log in at 4 p.m., stay online until at least 2 to 3 a.m., drive an hour to get home, and then I stay up until 8 when it’s time to get my daughter to school. Then I sleep for a few hours, wake up, cook, clean and come back to the studio.
I believe in the law of attraction and I believe that it’s important to work to reach your goals. I was lucky to find this studio, to be able to come to a safe place and work without being judged about how I look or for my little mommy pouch that I’m desperately trying to get rid of.
It’s hard to look at yourself and see yourself as beautiful when you have all the #girlsfromstudio20 looking like real-life dolls, all toned up. But you know what I found, being a part of them? That we’re all beautiful, we’re all sexy and it’s all about the attitude, the vibe that you give, the passion with which you do your work and put in the hours, the smile that you reveal to everyone that comes into your room, the moments and the stories you create. It’s a community, it’s a sorority and I’m lucky enough to be selected.
At the end of the day it’s just about you and what you are willing to do to get to your goal. Of course, a lot of people will judge, but they can judge when they put food on my table and pay my bills. I want to make the most of my pretty years, I want and deserve to be admired. A woman’s body and mind are beautiful things and they should be celebrated, not hidden away in shame or fear of what other people might say.